I wonder if any of you all remember me.
Journal Entry: Fri Aug 24, 2007, 9:26 PM
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Tense - Listening to: Razed in Black
Hey, this is Chiba. I believe the last time I updated was last year, in April. Over a year a go. And before that, a year as well. It's funny how much I've gotten.. older. Not really in some sense (I guess...). But, it's as if at one point I was connected to here (deviantart). I had some really nice times here, and I made very close friends.
I remember my closest I met on here was RedInkDemon. Or 'Red'. We were very very close, and I felt as if I could tell her everything (which I did). I considered her one of my best friends. Even my friends in real life knew of her because I chatted about her so frequently. I know this sounds retarded and sounds like I'm inlove or something that is not.. but friendship is an important thing to me. Red was one of my best friends, she was VERY reliable. Unlike me. I was probably the biggest jerk off, and we haven't talked in probably 2 years. Shut the fuck up if this sounds sappy or you don't believe me. But I'm deeply sorry Red, that our friendship went to pieces! It's my fault, I apologize. I've tried to get a hold of you... but it's impossible. So hopefully one day you'll read this.
Now.. I really wish I had that 'surge' in me to draw. I rarely rarely raaarely ever draw now. I drew about two days ago (the first time in probably half a year) and I felt so nostalgic! Like I was back in my quiet place, were I can let everything out in a simple drawing. Even though my drawings are shit, I didn't give a fuck. I miss those days! I wish I could go back and re-live them.
I do promise you this. Even though my promises are unsure.. it's something I still want to do- draw! I will always love it. I still doodle in notebooks. But I really want to start all over again. I miss drawing, I miss watching anime (I just read the manga), I miss my friends, I miss getting all giddy when someone 'amazing' commented you, or just said hello! I miss nekos paint chat, paint chats in general!, staying up all night just to talk. I miss that close connection I had here! It was such a trusting place (some drama though I will admit...).
And I've probably changed a LOT. I would hate to write down my life story on here, to probably a new generation (perhaps not). So I leave you with this. I will probably one day come back here, re read this, and laugh. I do really mean what I say. I don't give a shit if you think it's stupid. I'm happy with what I wrote.
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You Lord and Master, Foamy.
but this
chain letter is for real. When Anne Wichert got it for the first
time, she
ignored it and a week later the love of her life dumped her for no
good
reason so BEWARE, and just send the stupid letter!!!!!!
The Lovers of the Heart In order to form a more perfect kiss,
enable the
mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss.
Article 1:
Statement of Love:
The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck = I want you
4. Kiss on the lips = I love you
5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes = kiss me
8. Playing with your hair = I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go
Article 2:
The Three Steps
1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.
Article 3:
The Commandments
1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2.The way they call you after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know
that an
hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that
silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we
don't
admit it)!
23. The way they say "I miss you"
24. The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it
doesn't
hurt her anymore.....
This chain started in 1997.
It is a love chain letter.
In an hour you are supposed to send it to 25 people. It is easy,
just look
into chat rooms and find them. Anyway, send it to 25 people in 1
hour. Now
here comes the fun part. You then say the name of the person you
like or
love and then the person will say "I love you," or "Will you go out
with
me?"
NO JOKE!!!!! NOW THE CONSEQUENCES
The consequences are: If you break the chain letter, you will have
bad luck
in future relationships.
If you don't break the chain, then you will be a happy camper!!!
CoNgRatULaTioNs!! You have been chosen to participate in the
LONGEST and the
LUCKIEST chain letter on the Internet! Once you read, this letter
you must
IMMEDIATELY (meaning within the hour) be sent to 25 people After
you send
it, make a wish and it will come TRUE YOU MAY NOT WAIT FOR A
CERTAIN TIME TO
SEND IT........
REMEMBER, IT MUST BE SENT TO 25 PEOPLE WITHIN 1 HOUR, OR YOUR WISH
WILL NOT
COME TRUE! If THIS CHAIN LETTER IS CONTINUED UNTIL THE YEAR 2006,
IT WILL BE
PLACED IN THE GUINNESS BOOK OF WORLD RECORDS! PLEASE CONTINUE IT
NOW!!!
*WARNING* IF YOU DO NOT PASS THIS ON, SOMETHING BAD OR WORSE WILL
HAPPEN TO
YOU: *NOTE* THE MORE PEOPLE YOU SEND THIS TO THE MORE LUCK YOU WILL
HAVE IN
YOUR LOVE LIFE. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN LETTER (IT HAS BEEN GOING
SINCE 1997)
YOU WILL HAVE BAD LUCK WITH YOUR LOVE LIFE FOR SEVEN YEARS. THIS IS
NO JOKE.
GOOD LUCK!!!!! *BUT* Copy and Paste this email, do not forward
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You Lord and Master, Foamy.
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug at least 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
Chiba-chan!!! I miss youY.Y how are you doing??
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If You Recieve This Bunny
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If You Get This Back
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Pass This Bunny On To 10
Of Your Friends, If You Fail
You Will Be Cursed With
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HAVE FUN!!!
Ya got the sex bunny CONGRATS!
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Awesome gallery, by the way
-Shadowdrafter
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chiba chiba chiba chiba !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE'ED YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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